Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Toxic

I'm ON it! I started a series of detox programs (yeah, I needed a bunch) and to be honest....I feel horrible today. I think this is to be the worst day. I decided to come off various medications No and I don't mean meth and crack) that I think are causing me to feel worse than they are worth. We'll see about that.
The other good news...now is the time I am on a diet. (Okay it's not that great to starve and deny yourself but I'm looking forward to my clothes looking good on me in the summer.) I think I have to wait a week seriously before I can begin a serious exercise program though. I've decided to award myself each week that I truly hang tough..and I mean, STICK to the diet completely. Seems like with age, I've started to allow myself to believe going at something with my whole heart is less important. What's up with that??? I'll tell you what will stay up with that attitude....my WEIGHT. Wish me luck.
I've also finally bound myself to some serious resolutions and sticking by them. They may not involve anything major but at least there is something to be said for me sticking to any thing in a serious way and doing the "follow thru" with it all. I've become too lazy and lax when it comes to taking care of the small things and they build up and annoy me over time.
Wish me luck. I'll report back when I can.